yeah yeah yeah. i need my sleep.
and yes, it truly is one thirty am.
but i'm just not ready to go to bed yet.
honestly, i've been really freaking out over college this week. i'm so worried that i'll fail or i'll get really homesick or something will go wrong....
oh it makes my nauseous just to think about it.
i know God has it all under control.
i know my roomies will be there for me. (they promised.)
i know that union is where i'm supposed to be.
but none of that makes this any easier.
i'm learning over and over to lay it down.